My mom gave me a box of pictures recently.  She was divesting her house of some of the photo albums that she’s carted around for nearly 50 years.

You know how it is:  there comes a time when you’re overwhelmed with the desire to remove evidence of hairstyles and wallpapers past.

a box of old photos

Not me, because I’m all vintage-loving and collector-ish, but, you get the idea.

Anyhoo.  I was the first child for my parents and I was also the first grandchild for both sets of grandparents.  There are a LOT of pictures of me, The Golden-Haired Child (as my uncles named me, I think euphemistically).  There are a LOT of pictures of my younger sister, too.

That’s her, poking me, in case you were wondering.  I was apparently not adverse to some slight poking.

My sister and me, blond little girls wearing matching hippo dresses

The two of us were kind of rock stars in the family for a while on account of we were the first grandkids and nieces.  Life was good in those black-and-white (or matching hippo dresses) years, let me tell you.  We had ALL THE FUN PEOPLE to ourselves for quite a long time before any competition in the cute-ness arena came along.


In addition to the black and white extravaganza in the box, there are also colour photos, of course.   And, small squares (2×2?) and 4x6s and 5x7s.   There are ones that look like Polaroids  and others that look as if they were taken with Grandma Helen’s brownie camera from the 1950s.

1950s camera

I don’t remember if her camera looked like this, but I found this one in a box at a yard sale for 50 cents a couple of years ago.   Isn’t it adorable?

There are snaps of Grandma Verna in her glamorous hair and ones of my mother with her mini skirts and impossibly-long legs.  My dad, sporting his PhD-length beard and assorted, motley snow creations from those Canadian March Breaks where the grass and mud came up with the snow when you were trying to roll a beautiful, pristine snowy ball to make a snow Bionic Woman.

Then, there are the alarming, giant, 8x10s of me (those came with the package we ordered from the school picture day each year).  Some curling slightly at the edges.  Others bearing the scars of tape that held them down firmly for decades.  The one where I curled my own hair for the first time, in grade 6 (that was a crispy mistake).  Some have dates typed on their edges–something automatically done by the camera or the processing at the time.

Fancy, fancy.

There are even some that I took during my early teenage, artsy-fartsy photography phase and processed myself, in my dad’s darkroom at his work.  Snow on a lamp post.  Roses up close.  Under exposed roses (dimly lit) up close.  Over exposed roses (brightly lit) up close.  The sort of thing that, equipped with developer and fixer and a red light in the darkroom, I could wax artistic with in the shadows, like the geeky adolescent I was.

All of it, evidence today of ancient, ancient photographic history–and wallpaper and hairstyles past.

To be clear, these are actual photos in the box.  Not the kind you scroll through while sipping your frothy drink-du-jour in a high-priced coffee shop.  It’s sort of a big old box of ME.  And, not–let’s face it–a big old box of carefully curated me.

Nope, these are not the kind of photos where you can take 257 pictures and delete the ones where your finger was over the lens or your horrific “perm” looked blurry (thank goodness) or you looked like a cross between Shawn Cassidy and Annie Sullivan, in her dark spectacle years.

(You young’uns might have to look those up.)

It’s a ride down memory lane, I tell ya.

Some of them give me pause.  Like this one:

Me, aged 4 on a swing. Wearing a red cowboy hat and rubber boots.

We lived in Calgary, Alberta. Hence the red cowboy hat and rubber boots. Yee haw!

I’ve had a thing for swings since I was a teenager.  Not the pinch-y bum swings, as my friend Grover calls them.  The real-for-true, comfy on the bottom, board swings.  Oh yes, I’d put on my Sony Walkman (seriously high tech) and stomp to the nearby park to swing out whatever teenage angst happened to be plaguing me that day.  The music was always the same:  it was my anthem.  Every teenager needs a Somebody-Done-Somebody-Wrong-Song.

Or, specifically, Somebody-Done-ME-Wrong-Song.

Probably my mother (I was a teenager, after all.)  Or, Graham McSweetie, who was smart and had melty brown eyes and was, naturally, completely oblivious to my existence.

I’d tell you the name of my Somebody-Done-ME-Wrong-Song, but that’s classified.

Besides, everybody needs their own Somebody-Done-Somebody-Wrong-Song for the swings.  Trust me.  It doesn’t work unless you have your own.

The song needs to be something that makes your heart swell with indignity and injustice and…well, kind of a YESSSSSSSS that spells vindication in your head.  Vindication for all that has been plagued upon you by the oblivious hotty in your French class at the forsaken age of…16.


For me, the Somebody-Done-Somebody-Wrong-Song was also a very important coping mechanism so that I could actually swing out my indignity and injustice and stuff.

Swing without vomiting, that is.

Because, more than 30 seconds of swinging makes me vomit, dontcha know.  Sorry for the detail but if you, like me, are plagued with this unfortunate swinging disability, I encourage you to get yourself a Somebody-Done-Somebody-Wrong-Song and try it again.

There’s some kind of magical inner-ear, motion-sickness thingy that the music does for nauseous and dizzy and fainty people like moi.

(I can’t imagine why Graham McSweetie wasn’t falling all over himself to date me.)

Not only that, but I encourage you to forgo the gnashing of teeth and that secret internet Troll behaviour you’ve been exhibiting.  There is nothing like swinging high, high, high when you’re filled with indignity and injustice or you’re incredibly shy and you’ve just agreed to live halfway around the world, in a foreign country, for three whole months and you have to live with a strange family and eat strange stuff and speak a strange language where “I love you” sounds a lot like “Go do the washing up” and you are wondering what kind of crazy thing you’ve gotten yourself into and your heart is filled with a combination of excitement and dread.


To get back on point:  THIS is the moment for the swing.

Or, in my case, about 4 moments, because that’s all the time I get, even with my Somebody-Done-Somebody-Wrong-Song, before I start to feel as if I might vomit, again.

Which brings me back to the big box of photos.  Look at me swinging, wildly and with abandon, not a hint of inner-ear, dizzy-fainty-ness apparent, at the ripe old age of 4.  How wonderful is that?


Me, aged 4 on the swing again. This time you just see my feet coming towards the camera.

There’s just a Thing About Swings.

And now, you know.


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